Just a girl with her heart on her sleeve and daydreamer thoughts of love and like and everything in between.

“As you get older, you aim a little lower, and you say, ah, well yeah, you still might make an impression. Everybody wants to leave something behind them, some impression, some mark upon the world. Then you think, you left a mark on the world … if you just get through it. And a few people remember your name, then you left a mark. You don’t have to bend the whole world. I think it’s better to just enjoy it. Pay your dues, and enjoy it. If you shoot a arrow and it goes real high … hooray for you.”

—“Paris is Burning”

(Source: alexanderly, via handsomedevil666)

There was always that one guy in high school, just like in the movies, where he was liked by everyone, brilliant, smart and so genuinely nice and just oozed of this nonchalant laid-back attitude. But what brings me to write this is because I just came across his Facebook and it just made me think of how much I had admired him back in the day. But only from afar since we mingled in different social circles. 

But it’s also funny how fate kind of works and bring certain people together, even for however brief of a moment it was. The time spent with him would always be with great memories and filled with a curious wonder. I would never get to know him the way I wished I did since right after high school he left to go to Korea for college. Even though I used to get sad and think “What if?” I also think now that its better that I didn’t get to know him. I feel like it would have ruined this portrayal I had of him, I’m content with those memories I have of him. 

Nowadays he hardly comes to mind since its been years since that one fateful summer after high school but whenever he does come to mind, at least its always with good thoughts and it would never be tarnished. And I truly believe that to this day he still has that same good soul I remember and he would bring whatever wisdom and the same attitude he has with him until fate decides to give a little surprise and maybe one day we meet again.

I just want to Eternal Sunshine the fuck out of today.

“May your coming year be filled with magic and dreams and good madness. I hope you read some fine books and kiss someone who thinks you’re wonderful, and don’t forget to make some art — write or draw or build or sing or live as only you can. And I hope, somewhere in the next year, you surprise yourself.”

Elation. Elegance. Exaltation. A Love Supreme.

There are those moments you remember from your past and you begin to think how good and wonderful they were, for that moment to be so special and just between the two of you to cherish together. And then you realize where you are now and that those moments are long gone but just a distant memory to only hold sadness. Such a shame to think about, and how many of them often come and go.

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